Archive for March, 2011

tapped out

I look around and I’m not really sure how I got here – and by “here” I mean my days consist of work, distractions, and painkillers – basically anything that keeps me from thinking, from feeling, from hurt, from love

and I don’t have an answer for how long this will go on, if it will stop or not – I just know I am running as fast as I can, watching myself destroy all that was good in my life, not even understanding why or what I’m so afraid of, powerless to stop it even though I know I am hurting so many people

…and for that, I am sorry


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